why does it seem like nobody wants my birthday to come. D:

except me that is!

because that means my exams for term 1 are over. (: for the first time since i-don't-know-when!

so awesome right. (:

how come nobody thinks so too!

hehe today was a good day!

you know those times when you're just happy for no apparent reason? well this is one of the days. (: i don't even know why i'm happy, i just am!

maybe because i did math and RS. (:

tramp trials on thursday was... fine i guess.

i guess the reason why i wasn't as freaked out as i usually would be is maybe because i know i'm not competing this year so no pressure at all. (:

in a way i'm kind of happy i get a break this year!

but just for the fun of it, etinne yin xin and i took part anyway.

for b div, we drew lots and etinne was first, me second, and yin xin fourth.

two tries each.

i LOVED my first routine; it's so unbelievable that it felt like the best one i'd done since forever! i missed the good feelings i used to have on the tramp. recently with learning all the new moves and everything i don't have good feelings about the things i do. but the first routine just felt so awesome! thank God. (:

hehe erm second routine wasn't that bad but it wasn't great either, sadly.

but kind of expected. (:

then after trials yin xin and i went to help the sec 1s with their moves and then we helped the sec 4s camwhore. :D

and etinne and i only left at 6.30pm after realising in shock that it was ALREADY 6.30pm. (:

thursday was a pretty eventful day i think.

but i loved every moment, wouldn't have changed it for the world.

i did a lot of thinking too, but right now my thoughts about thursday and the things that happened are kind of jumbled.

today was meaningful. (:

i woke up half an hour late, which meant no time to do QT at home, but which was a blessing in disguise because i managed to do it longer in school! it was just me and micole sitting in class, she sleeping and i doing QT. the perfect environment!

SS and lit were spent doing discussions and therefore in my opinion very well-spent. (:

especially lit.

good vs. evil.

how do you measure what is good, and what is evil?

i thought ms leow said it very nicely, that evil was the destruction of nature and human beings, and how we measured (in the case of frankenstein and possibly, too, in our lives) good and evil would be what we wanted to use the knowledge for?

links to the idea of forbidden knowledge.

doesn't it make you shiver?

to think of victor frankenstein overreaching into something that wasn't meant for him to go into- and which ended up with everybody he possibly loved caught in the vicious game between him and his creature.

instinct vs. discipline.

the idea of a limitless space vs. self-control, limits and possibly, boundaries.

nature vs. nurture.

fate.

curiosity.

how are these good, and how are they bad?

see lit is so nice it makes you think. (:

AND GYMMERS WHO READ THIS, PLEASE TELL ME THE JACKET SIZE YOU WOULD LIKE TO ORDER AND THE FORM OF YOUR NAME YOU WOULD LIKE ON YOUR JACKET, AND WHETHER IT'S IN CAPS OR SMALL LETTERS OR ANYTHING.

thank you very much. (:

i'm not going for training tomorrow (going in the morning) so please sms me (ask yin xin for my number because i can't remember it myself!) or tag or anything! thank youuu!
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