dear God, please tell me what to do now because i don't know and everything seems just so bad and i want to run somewhere and hide and cry but i don't know what to do.
help.
people keep saying it's not my fault, to just let it go but i can't because it means something to me, it's so important to me that i want to hold on to it and hope for the best.
what if it really is my fault?
but something tells me i can't any more.
if you could see it too, oh! we'd be okay then.