DIE I AM GETTING FAT.

today i fully intended to train full day but in the end i was so tired and drained from morning training that i went home instead and slept.

felt good! (:

then tracting. i was happy i got to talk to a lot a lot of people. but i'm not happy with myself because i realised that i'm a very very bad conversationalist, especially in this area. i mean, with my friends, i find it easier to talk about God and everything, but with random strangers i have absolutely no idea how to present the gospel to them. i don't know where to start. i think to me the gospel is so full that i can't just pack it into a few sentences and give it to them, it's almost like i've undermined God in a way. i never know where to start and where to end. i don't know what kind of feeling that is but is it wrong? i don't know. but please tell me if this feeling is wrong then i will stop feeling it and try to do something about it.

anyway i tried, but i think i pretty much failed at it because people just stared at me and our conversations kind of went not very far. i hope they read the tract hopefully that will kind of explain what i want to say.

i hope next round i can actually talk better. God, help me.

dinner was fun. (: i like lot 1's sky garden a lot better than bukit panjang plaza's small cramped up one. and somehow i just like the blanket of night sky on top of us. i think skies are very beautiful, even black night ones. a lot of people think the sky is just the sky but i love how beautiful the sky can be if you really LOOK at it. i know batam has beautiful skies. (:

and sometimes when you look at the lovely lovely sky, it feels like God is talking to you. listen to His voice in creation!

(if you're not a kindred spirit you won't understand. it's okay i forgive you!)

cyc is coming up it's making me excited. :D

"getting real with God- how to live in His presence" is a very real and applicable theme! i'm glad they chose such a relevant theme. (: pray the messages are good!