i have 10 mins before i shall begin math!

today i made a resolution, to stop letting my feelings get the better of me when i make decisions/choices or simply whenever. on days when i let my feelings take over my life i find it messes up everything and i can't seem to do anything right. i seriously need to stop doing that. it's hard but i will try. i must!

i'm suddenly missing cherie and her jumps-that-scare-the-wits-out-of-me. i miss the times she'll jump on me and go 'SIMONEY!'. it's her special nickname for me and nobody except jolene has called me that in a veryveryvery long time. today at the bus stop i thought i heard someone say that and i turned around but there was nobody there. and i was reminded of cherie suddenly. i miss her!

and i miss the times we used to have together, the 5 of us, doing random things and thinking up of so many games to play and amuse ourselves.

now we're all growing up, and all living in different worlds of our own. maybe joyan and tze hui still have a world to share, but the rest of us don't any more.

i miss you guys. ♥

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[/edit] happy belated birthday joyan! (: you're 15 and old! may God pour His special blessings down on you as you begin the 15th year of your life! keep walking close to Him always and know He'll be there for you always. (: happy fifteenth dear! ♥