having not been to school for a week i'm really happy to be back! (:

although there's so much to do and so much to catch up (especially in math where i'm lagging far behind), i feel i actually have the drive to do it because despite all the stressfulness of this term i want to make it a happy and memorable one!

i can't believe it's july already.

it's funny how thoughts are really like a train, they come and come and just keep coming. it amuses me. (:

today i was on the bus with no one to talk to and nothing to do so i thought. sometimes i'm very thankful i have a mind like mine because i can never get bored. i never seem to run out of things to think, so much so that people keep thinking i'm emo. I'M NOT.

i had so much fun sorting out my thoughts i think i really do like long bus rides alone. (:

i know sometimes the questions i ask don't make sense, but they're all a part of me i'm trying to understand, and i guess sometimes, change for the better. that's why i like asking diane and deborah and justin questions, because they never ask me why i ask certain things. they just answer. (: maybe because they know me, and they know i'll tell them if i need to.

justin always tells me, "you will tell me when you want to." i like that. (: it makes me feel unhurried and unrushed and sometimes that feeling is all you need to make things right!

this saturday i'll be making ______________________!

and the thought excites me because i haven't made it for so longggg. (: i'm dying to see if it turns out good i really hope it does! IT HAS TO. haha.